I gaze into my oblivion.. my heart is drowned in sin.. My wicked spirit accursed by Gods blame..to burn my body in the flames. I am not scared to be this way.. I am not scared to die today. My fear is my key.. to perfect my evil remedy. In my fear I lie bare.. open sores for all to see.. I am not scared.. never scared to be me. Although not perfect.. in everyway.. by wicked state remains and stay. To remind my heart the reasons why, I cannot live a f. lie.

I hold you tight.. You look away.. Your kisses cold, in your high sway.. I beg of you to need me too, But all you want is another way..

Another way to let me go..to forget my love to forget my soul.. I tear away to kill my heart..but ends with

open blisters torn apart..



I hide away from your blue eyes.. I drag myself under my tortured sky..

my heart has died among your lies.. My mind grew cold under your gaze..



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